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dear depression [05 Jan 2005|03:35pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | ramones-outsider ]

today and yesterday have been shitty as hell
emeli is obsessing over Stevo andits getting outta hand
me and adam wanted to have band practice but she spent like 2 hours giving him dreads and during practice she LET him change the whole fucking song
she was out all night smoking weed with him and wouldnt write shti we have 25 days until a gig and we only have one song that stevo fucked up im getting tired of this shit and it put me in this depressed state i even tried cutting which i havent done in a long ass time
thats all for now anyways

// Stupid and Restless

LARS SHOW [18 Dec 2004|10:25am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | lars and the bastards-bastards ]

we went to the lars show last night it was so fucking kick ass we got there really early and we met the drummer from LFB and the guitarist from roger miret and the disatsers the lars came outside and said hi to us but then he walked away to the bus after that we met big jay the bassist gordy from LFB ran down the street and back for some reason it was funny as hell

Lars isnt scary anymore he wore pink and yellow stripey socks and the dog pile pants and a pink shirt with public enemy sprayed on it and pink shoes
he was actually very attractive last night

during the show-Vietnom sucked ass the distasters we sooooo fucking cool
during lars i was like less than a foot away from him and i touched his leg muahahaha they played all the best songs and the pit was pretty rough they had to stop the show cuz somebody got stabbed or something so we all had chat time with lars he is really fucking funny he was talking about a redneck thinking that he wanted his 400 pound girlfriend and then lars started talking about himself naked and how he had a danish quarter pounder with out the cheese it was great after that we went to the merch booth and i stood next to craig leg for a few minutes and talked to him then i ran into gordy and talked to him for about a sec i shook lars' hand and tried stalking him but it didnt work that was way better than any gc or mest show i could have ever been to
thats all for now peace

// Stupid and Restless

HOLY SHIT [10 Dec 2004|07:56pm]
MY band got a gig in 3 weeks and im already nervous as hell but we have been working our asses off for the past week to get ready for the gig we still need a vocalist though

1 // Jaded // Stupid and Restless

[26 Nov 2004|09:20pm]


You Are Scary

Scary!

You even scare scary people sometimes!



Your Drag Queen Name is: Amanda Playwith



To pick up Kayla Evans: Hi will you help me find my lost puppy? I think he went into this cheap hotel room across the street.


// Stupid and Restless

[26 Nov 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | ramones-blitzkreig bop ]

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No smoking around lovatoed11. Thankyou for your co-operation.

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From Go-Quiz.com



You Are a New School Democrat



You like partying and politics - and are likely to be young and affluent.

You're less religious, traditional, and uptight than most Democrats.

Smoking pot, homosexuality, and gambling are all okay in your book.

You prefer that the government help people take care of themselves.







Scorpio - Your Love Profile


Your positive traits:



You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted

Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover

You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in



Your negative traits:



You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover

You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship

You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on



Your ideal partner:



Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!

Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.

Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.



Your dating style:



Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.



Your seduction style:



Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.

You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves

A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.



Tips for the future:



Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are

Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*

Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.



Best place to meet someone online:



eHarmony - your best bet at screening out untrustworthy people



Best color to attract mate: Dark red



Best day for a date: Tuesday



Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Your Boobies' Names Are: Bert and Ernie


// Stupid and Restless

[18 Nov 2004|03:23pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | the misfits-american nightmare ]

today was shitty at school there is a new chick named michelle and she dresses gothic and someone told her to raise the devil it made her cry im still fucking pissed about it people need to stop being so judgemental

me and emeli have still been writing songs but its hard to do especially writing music and then writing lyrics that go with it but oh well i guess we just have to try harder

i hope perkins can still come down for my b-day we might go to louisville or something to keep us entertained

well thats about it

KAYLA

// Stupid and Restless

[08 Nov 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | rancid-time bomb ]

last night me emeli and adam went to matts to record a song its funny as all shit but we didnt have a blank cd so we came back here and left again on the way back to matts we hit my cousins dog Jaba he didnt die though the vet said it was just a little head trauma thats really good jaba is a great dog but he's gonna be mest up for about 4 weeks Lance decided not to be solo and go with stevo thats really shitty because i h ate stevos raps and he has a bad affect on lances and since lance is on mind blank and he is part owner stevo is on deemonik and that might cause lance to leave us i hope not the label needs him for christmas i am getting a epiphone LP-100 i hope it doesnt play shitty im starting to save up money so i can run away from this shithole or to help mom get an apartment ill prolly spend it all on concert tix though
my mom doesnt give a fuking shit about me this morning i was crying because we thought jaba was dead and i had only gotten 2 hours of sleep she still bitched at me saying i had to go to school she said she knew how it feels she doesnt fucking know how it feels when your baby cousin is sitting there crying about her dog that you ran over chelsie wanted me to sytay with her but mom said no so i waited til she left for work and i didnt get on the bus
im getting tired of all this fucking shit people just need to leave me alone granny needs to stop bitching about me hanging out with emeli and lance and mom just needs yto grow up a littlethats about it for now

// Stupid and Restless

[27 Oct 2004|05:33pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | green day-boulevard of broken dreams ]

i dont know who to go with on halloween i have the choice of sam,kirsten,shan,and kara or emeli lance and jake i miss perkins a lot i wish we could spend halloween together she could meet some of my friendsit would be real fun but no my mom has to be a bitch and not let anyone come down

well that about all that happened lately it wasnt much but oh well

peace

// Stupid and Restless

[23 May 2004|01:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | twiztid-joker ]

Last Cigarette: when i was 9 (it sucked)
Last Alcoholic Drink: last night
Last Car Ride: yesterday with emeli
Last Kiss:
Last Good Cry: sunday
Last Library Book checked out: harry potter
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: harry potter 3
Last Book Read:a-z serial killers
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck
Last Beverage Drank: sprite
Last Food Consumed:potatoes
Last Crush:Lance
Last Phone Call: Lance
Last TV Show Watched: surreal life
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: my chucks
Last CD Played: DOOKIE(greenday)
Last Item Bought: batteries
Last Download: Marvin Cease candy licker
Last Annoyance:mom
Last Disappointment: i found a hole in my sock
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: a song
Last Key Used: my padlock necklace
Last Word Spoken:"stop"
Last Sleep: 6:10 this motning
Last IM: shantaria
Last Sexual Fantasy: hehehehe TONY
Last Weird Encounter: seeing a guy that looked like tim armstrong at hastings
Last Ice Cream Eaten: mint chocolate cookie
Last Time Amused: riding the vortex with lance
Last Time In Love:now
LAST TIME HUGGED: yesterday
Last Time Scolded: yesterday
Last Time Resentful: i dunno
Last Lipstick Used: black
Last Underwear Worn: the underwear im wearing now
Last Bra Worn: the one im wearing
Last Shirt Worn: ramones
Last Webpage Visited: www.livejournal.com

// Stupid and Restless

[16 May 2004|01:03pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | mest-its over ]

2 // Jaded // Stupid and Restless

[08 May 2004|11:21am]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | linkin park-in the end ]





what decade does your personality live in?


quiz brought to you by lady interference, ltd

// Stupid and Restless

[01 May 2004|11:56am]
[ mood | artistic ]

these are pics of my new puppy and some of me





5 // Jaded // Stupid and Restless

the best quote [01 May 2004|11:30am]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | rancid-roots radicals ]

"I was always the quiet kid, the misfit. I never fit in. And finally when found Punk Rock i fit in, i could be myself. I could be quiet if i wanted, it didnt matter"-Tim Armstrong

does anyone else think that is the best quote ever it really inspired me

// Stupid and Restless

Friends only [31 Mar 2004|04:35pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Linkin Park- Faint ]

3 // Jaded // Stupid and Restless

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